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Tuesday, March 12, 2013

God's plans are still perfect



I’m baaack. Yes, it has been awhile. It’s not that I forgot about blogging. Instead, I sat down a million times and starting writing, but felt that it was lip service or masking over what was really on my heart. For those of you who know me, I’m really bad at small talk. The “hi, how about that weather” or “how ‘bout them Indians”? I have a hard time talking about things that don’t matter when such big things that do matter are going on. I want to know how people really are and if they’re asking me, I will tell them what’s really going on in my life. The only time I don’t do this is when I’m not quite ready to share the details, because I haven’t come to terms with them myself. Then when I do come to terms with it… to find the words to express all that happened when I do not really want to rehash the details after spending so much time getting over them...yes, that is hard too. Now that you understand the premise of my hiatus (hopefully a little bit), I am finally ready to share. Just after the New Year Bryan and I discovered that we were finally expecting (hold the applause). After our miscarriage last spring, we had been praying fervently for the blessing of a child and we were so excited. A week later, however, we miscarried for a 2nd time. We (especially me, because Bryan is always so good, kind, faithful, rational and supportive during these tragic situations) struggled with going through this all over again. The body changes, the heart ache, the lack of understanding, trying to see God’s will in it all…you name it…I’m sure the emotion occurred. I’m thankful to say that while I don’t always see the bigger picture the way God sees it (obviously), I can say that I know God is loving and His will is perfect and even though I don’t always have an answer to the “why’s”, I don’t need to know. I know that God has our best in mind and who am I to say to God that what He has for me is not the best? His plans are perfect. That doesn’t mean that the path to get there won’t be difficult at times, but it will be every bit worth it!

Jeremiah 29:11 “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” 

Romans 8:28 “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

On the brighter side, when we went through the first one we wanted to see a specialist so that we could be thoroughly checked out so we could see if anything was causing it. However, they just kept saying we’re fine, we’re young, it happens, etc. I was so aggravated by this. Well, after it happened a 2nd time…surprise! Now they’re listening and we finally got that referral to see a specialist. We found a FANTASTIC doctor and we are full of hope, faith, and optimism! Naturally, I wish it was as simple and easy as it seems to be for all the people I see posting on Facebook daily (literally) that they’re pregnant, but God has His own plans for us and that’s okay! I know there are crazy amounts of women who struggle with getting pregnant and perhaps I will be able to offer hope and advice to someone else as some women have done for me. Either way, I know God has His purpose. 

One day as I was sharing these sentiments with my sister-in-law Theresa, she said, “it’s kind of awesome though.” I said, “huh? What do you mean?” She replied, “Your child is SO wanted and desired. How lucky they are, because so many kids are not desired and desperately prayed for like this!” 

She’s so right. To think about it like that, it is so awesome and I’m so happy to already give that to our child.

Whew! Finally, it’s out. Now that you, my readers, all know I hope you can forgive my hiatus. I’m thankful that I’m finally in that place where it’s okay to talk about. I’m thankful that we’re finally in that place where we are trying again (this time with a little medical guidance!) and that God continues to bless us with joyful hearts. Prayers are always appreciated!

Monday, January 21, 2013

Monogrammed wreath



Well, I finally did it! All of my Christmas decor is FINALLY put away and our home is no longer the Christmas wonderland. Does anyone else feel like everything just looks bare???

I took this opportunity to get crafty and complete some of those projects that I always see on Pinterest and think, "hmm..I think I can do that!" I'm not the most artsy individual, even though I think I'm capable, so I needed some moral support. My friend Lauren was the perfect person and I must say that we were extremely speedy crafters and quite the team!

Our first project: Monogrammed wreath

After having a beautiful Thanksgiving and Christmas wreath to adorn our front door I was sad to see it so bare, so I thought let's make a wreath that isn't holiday specific and we could keep it up for awhile!


What I used:
(All of the items came from Pat Catan's)
wreath
flowers
"D"
ivory spray paint

I pulled the flowers off their stem and arranged them on the wreath. After I arranged them how I wanted, I used a hot glue gun to reinforce their placement. I sanded down the letter "D" and spray painted it ivory. After the "D" was dry I used my hot glue gun to adhere it to the wreath. Tadaaa! That was it! Cheap and easy! Wreaths like this go for around $30 dollars and up on etsy and it costs less for me to make!

This is the first of many projects, so stay tuned!


Friday, January 4, 2013

Christmas & Family Festivities



Well, after all of that build up..poof! It's all over, but we will surely look upon this year's Christmas festivities fondly. This year we hosted our first family Christmas and it went wonderfully! I practiced what I preached and prioritized, did everything I could in advance and left as little as possible for the "last minute". For the first time in a long time Bryan and I were able to host AND enjoy our time with our family! It was great. I'd like to think that it was not just our early preparation and organization, but it was also where our heart was this season. We were determined to do our best to keep our minds and hearts focused on the real reason for the season and that's the amazing gift of Jesus. We wanted to carry this focus into our Christmas celebration with our family and so that we could share God's word, His love, and the best Christmas present that any of us could ever ask for...a Savior. A Savior who was sent to die for our sins, so that we could have eternal life! I spent a great deal of time this season reading the nativity story and letting the story speak to my heart and awe me. It inspires me so much that I just felt that Christmas wouldn't be complete if we didn't read God's word and let it speak to our hearts on the day that we celebrate the birth of Jesus. So I decided to make a little activity for our family to do together to do just that. 



First, I went through the Bible and found the scriptures (all of the scriptures I used are listed below) dealing with the nativity story. Then I found important scriptures about what Jesus came for, what He said, and why He was here. I split it up into 23 parts, printed off the scriptures, and cut them up into strips. I found mini present boxes from the dollar store and numbered them 1 through 23. In each box I put a scripture. I found a festive basket to put all the presents in at TJMaxx. 



After dinner we all sat around the living room and everyone took a present or two. In order we took turns reading the Gospel. 


It may not have hit everyone's heart the way it hit mine, but I desired to share God's word with my family. The Holy spirit surely put that desire on my heart and I'm sure in His own way...He spoke to others hearts through it. If nothing else, it allowed us to focus on Him, the real reason for the season- Jesus and for us to begin a new family Christmas tradition. 

Our Christmas celebration continued the next day in braving the storm and heading to Pennsylvania to see more family! All in all, it was a wonderful Christmas season!!!

Christmas: Nativity Story Activity

#1:   Luke 1: 26-33
26 …God sent the angel Gabriel to Nazareth, a town in Galilee, 27 to a virgin pledged to be married to a man named Joseph, a descendant of David. The virgin’s name was Mary. 28 The angel went to her and said, “Greetings, you who are highly favored! The Lord is with you.” 29 Mary was greatly troubled at his words and wondered what kind of greeting this might be. 30 But the angel said to her, “Do not be afraid, Mary; you have found favor with God. 31 You will conceive and give birth to a son, and you are to call him Jesus. 32 He will be great and will be called the Son of the Most High. The Lord God will give him the throne of his father David, 33 and he will reign over Jacob’s descendants forever; his kingdom will never end.”

#2:   Luke 1: 34-38
34 “How will this be,” Mary asked the angel, “since I am a virgin?” 35 The angel answered, “The Holy Spirit will come on you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. So the holy one to be born will be called[b] the Son of God. 36 Even Elizabeth your relative is going to have a child in her old age, and she who was said to be unable to conceive is in her sixth month. 37 For no word from God will ever fail.” 38 “I am the Lord’s servant,” Mary answered. “May your word to me be fulfilled.” Then the angel left her.

#3- Luke 1: 39-45
39 At that time Mary got ready and hurried to a town in the hill country of Judea, 40 where she entered Zechariah’s home and greeted Elizabeth. 41 When Elizabeth heard Mary’s greeting, the baby leaped in her womb, and Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit. 42 In a loud voice she exclaimed: “Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the child you will bear! 43 But why am I so favored, that the mother of my Lord should come to me? 44 As soon as the sound of your greeting reached my ears, the baby in my womb leaped for joy. 45 Blessed is she who has believed that the Lord would fulfill his promises to her!”

#4- Luke 1: 46-55
46 And Mary said:
“My soul glorifies the Lord
47     and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior,
48 for he has been mindful
    of the humble state of his servant.
From now on all generations will call me blessed,
49     for the Mighty One has done great things for me—
    holy is his name.
50 His mercy extends to those who fear him,
    from generation to generation.
51 He has performed mighty deeds with his arm;
    he has scattered those who are proud in their inmost thoughts.
52 He has brought down rulers from their thrones
    but has lifted up the humble.
53 He has filled the hungry with good things
    but has sent the rich away empty.
54 He has helped his servant Israel,
    remembering to be merciful
55 to Abraham and his descendants forever,
    just as he promised our ancestors.”

#5- Matthew 1: 18
18 This is how the birth of Jesus the Messiah came about[d]: His mother Mary was pledged to be married to Joseph, but before they came together, she was found to be pregnant through the Holy Spirit.
 
#6- Matthew 1: 19-21
19 Because Joseph her husband was faithful to the law, and yet[e] did not want to expose her to public disgrace, he had in mind to divorce her quietly.20 But after he had considered this, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream and said, “Joseph son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary home as your wife, because what is conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit. 21 She will give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus,[f] because he will save his people from their sins.”

#7- Matthew 1: 22-25
22 All this took place to fulfill what the Lord had said through the prophet: 23 “The virgin will conceive and give birth to a son, and they will call him Immanuel”[g] (which means “God with us”). 24 When Joseph woke up, he did what the angel of the Lord had commanded him and took Mary home as his wife. 25 But he did not consummate their marriage until she gave birth to a son. And he gave him the name Jesus.

#8- Luke 2: 1-7
In those days Caesar Augustus issued a decree that a census should be taken of the entire Roman world. (This was the first census that took place while[a] Quirinius was governor of Syria.) And everyone went to their own town to register. So Joseph also went up from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to Bethlehem the town of David, because he belonged to the house and line of David. He went there to register with Mary, who was pledged to be married to him and was expecting a child. While they were there, the time came for the baby to be born, and she gave birth to her firstborn, a son. She wrapped him in cloths and placed him in a manger, because there was no guest room available for them.

#9- Luke 2: 8-
And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. 10 But the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid. I bring you good news that will cause great joy for all the people. 11 Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is the Messiah, the Lord. 12 This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger.”

#10- Luke 2: 13-21
13 Suddenly a great company of the heavenly host appeared with the angel, praising God and saying,14 “Glory to God in the highest heaven, and on earth peace to those on whom his favor rests.” 15 When the angels had left them and gone into heaven, the shepherds said to one another, “Let’s go to Bethlehem and see this thing that has happened, which the Lord has told us about.”16 So they hurried off and found Mary and Joseph, and the baby, who was lying in the manger. 17 When they had seen him, they spread the word concerning what had been told them about this child, 18 and all who heard it were amazed at what the shepherds said to them. 19 But Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart. 20 The shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all the things they had heard and seen, which were just as they had been told.21 On the eighth day, when it was time to circumcise the child, he was named Jesus, the name the angel had given him before he was conceived.


#11: Matthew 2: 1- 6
After Jesus was born in Bethlehem in Judea, during the time of King Herod, Magi[a] from the east came to Jerusalem and asked, “Where is the one who has been born king of the Jews? We saw his star when it rose and have come to worship him.” When King Herod heard this he was disturbed, and all Jerusalem with him. When he had called together all the people’s chief priests and teachers of the law, he asked them where the Messiah was to be born. “In Bethlehem in Judea,” they replied, “for this is what the prophet has written: “‘But you, Bethlehem, in the land of Judah, are by no means least among the rulers of Judah; for out of you will come a ruler
who will shepherd my people Israel.’[
b]

#12: Matthew 2: 7- 10
Then Herod called the Magi secretly and found out from them the exact time the star had appeared. He sent them to Bethlehem and said, “Go and search carefully for the child. As soon as you find him, report to me, so that I too may go and worship him.”After they had heard the king, they went on their way, and the star they had seen when it rose went ahead of them until it stopped over the place where the child was. 10 When they saw the star, they were overjoyed.
 
#13- Matthew 2: 11-12  
11 On coming to the house, they saw the child with his mother Mary, and they bowed down and worshiped him. Then they opened their treasures and presented him with gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh. 12 And having been warned in a dream not to go back to Herod, they returned to their country by another route.

#14- Matthew 2: 13-18
13 When they had gone, an angel of the Lord appeared to Joseph in a dream. “Get up,” he said, “take the child and his mother and escape to Egypt. Stay there until I tell you, for Herod is going to search for the child to kill him.”14 So he got up, took the child and his mother during the night and left for Egypt, 15 where he stayed until the death of Herod. And so was fulfilled what the Lord had said through the prophet: “Out of Egypt I called my son.”[c]16 When Herod realized that he had been outwitted by the Magi, he was furious, and he gave orders to kill all the boys in Bethlehem and its vicinity who were two years old and under, in accordance with the time he had learned from the Magi. 17 Then what was said through the prophet Jeremiah was fulfilled:
18 “A voice is heard in Ramah,
    weeping and great mourning,
Rachel weeping for her children
    and refusing to be comforted,
    because they are no more.”[
d]

#15- Matthew 2: 19-23
 19 After Herod died, an angel of the Lord appeared in a dream to Joseph in Egypt 20 and said, “Get up, take the child and his mother and go to the land of Israel, for those who were trying to take the child’s life are dead.”21 So he got up, took the child and his mother and went to the land of Israel. 22 But when he heard that Archelaus was reigning in Judea in place of his father Herod, he was afraid to go there. Having been warned in a dream, he withdrew to the district of Galilee, 23 and he went and lived in a town called Nazareth. So was fulfilled what was said through the prophets, that he would be called a Nazarene.

#16- John 6:38 Jesus said,38 For I have come down from heaven not to do my will but to do the will of him who sent me.”

#17- John 12: 44-46 
44 Then Jesus cried out, “Whoever believes in me does not believe in me only, but in the one who sent me. 45 The one who looks at me is seeing the one who sent me. 46 I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness.

#18 John 12: 47-50
 Jesus said, 47 “If anyone hears my words but does not keep them, I do not judge that person. For I did not come to judge the world, but to save the world. 48 There is a judge for the one who rejects me and does not accept my words; the very words I have spoken will condemn them at the last day. 49 For I did not speak on my own, but the Father who sent me commanded me to say all that I have spoken. 50 I know that his command leads to eternal life. So whatever I say is just what the Father has told me to say.”

#19- Matthew 10: 32- Jesus said, 32 “Whoever acknowledges me before others, I will also acknowledge before my Father in heaven. 33 But whoever disowns me before others, I will disown before my Father in heaven.34 “Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword. 35 For I have come to turn
“‘a man against his father,
    a daughter against her mother,
a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law—
36     a man’s enemies will be the members of his own household.’[
c]
37 “Anyone who loves their father or mother more than me is not worthy of me; anyone who loves their son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me. 38 Whoever does not take up their cross and follow me is not worthy of me. 39 Whoever finds their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for my sake will find it.
40 “Anyone who welcomes you welcomes me, and anyone who welcomes me welcomes the one who sent me.
 
# 20- Matthew 22:37-39   Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’[a] 38 This is the first and greatest commandment. 39 And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’[b]

#21 Matthew 25: 31-40  “When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, he will sit on his glorious throne. 32 All the nations will be gathered before him, and he will separate the people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. 33 He will put the sheep on his right and the goats on his left.
34 “Then the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. 35 For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, 36 I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.’
37 “Then the righteous will answer him, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? 38 When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you? 39 When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?’
40 “The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’

#22- John 3:16 16 For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

#23- On this day we will celebrate the birth of Jesus, the one who came and fulfilled God’s promise, the one who healed the sick, the one who came to right the wrongs, the one who raised people from the dead, parted the seas, the one who suffered and was persecuted for us, the one who loved the poor, the sick, the lowly citizens, the one who taught us how to live by example, the one who was nailed to the cross, the one who died for our sins, the one who made forgiveness possible, the one who rose again so that we can one day meet Him in heaven. He is Jesus. He is Emmanuel – GOD WITH US. Thank you God for giving us your one and only Son, as a sacrifice, so that we may have the gift of eternal life! Today we celebrate the Christ who not only came, but to the Christ who will come again! Amen.